Nina: It's strange how things happen... you
are trudging through the mundane weary lanes of life when suddenly,
out of nowhere, love walks in and touches your life in a way that you
know that nothing could ever be the same again...
She's From: United States He's From: United States
Well where to start to tell about Alana and
Back about 3 years ago, I got a
computer.....I didn't do much, just went into the chat rooms which was
Then one day, I went into the Canadian chat
room. I typed the question, "Any ladies from Alberta wanna chat?" I got
a reply from someone who asked if Ontario was ok. I said sure. We ended
up talking for about 3 hours. Then did the same thing for about a
week....then she had to work. This went on for about 2 months.
I had expressed that I had started having feelings for her, but was
extremely afraid that it would scare her off. She never left, and I had
explained to her that saying the words I love you takes a lot from me
because I never say it unless I truly mean it.
We talked for quite a while before I
actually said that I loved her. She was kind of shocked, but she at the
same time was feeling a lot of emotion. After a while...like a couple
weeks, she had told me the same thing. We arranged to meet and
everything. Then a couple months down the road, I being the idiot got
scared. There were times when we wouldn't say much to each other.....and
I had told her that I was scared that things might not work. She got
upset, but never left my side through all that. Then one day, we totally
lost contact. I emailed her.....I sent her a postal mail.....everything.
I never got a reply.
It was the hardest time I ever felt. That was last year......this year
in September, I got a message from someone asking if I remembered them.
It was her. We talked for about 2 hours when she first messaged
me......but I was given some news. She had told me that she was married.
It hit me and made me feel a lot of regret. I told her how much regret I
was feeling and we talked for a long time about it, and I still do feel
regret. 2 nights ago, we had a long talk......4 hour talk. We talked
about the past.....about how the baby she's having could have been
About how our feelings for each other have not changed at all......about
our future. She wants me to move out to Ontario because she wants to be
with me....I know how I feel, and I would love that very much. I want
her to decide for herself...I am not pushing her into any decisions....I
am letting her make up her own mind because I am not going to stand
between her and what she wants. Anyway she wants things, I will support
her because I do love her.......and I always will.