Nina: It's strange how things happen... you
are trudging through the mundane weary lanes of life when suddenly,
out of nowhere, love walks in and touches your life in a way that you
know that nothing could ever be the same again...
She's From: United States He's From: United States
Hi. My name is Victoria. I am only 16
years old but I think I have fallen in love.
In February 1999 we finally connected to the
internet after many months of indecision.
I can confidently say that I was taken aback
by this new and incredible world of information. Within days I was using
the internet for anything and everything, however it was not until April
that I actually started using chat. I found that most of the people that
I met over chat only wanted one thing.. SEX! I tried to ignore these
people and I started concentrating on finding people that I could relate
to. However this came to no avail as people either wanted sex or
In early May, one Saturday evening I connected to the internet like per
usual, and entered a yahoo chat room.
I was making general conversation
with the entire room when I was pm'd by a guy under the name of Pratt
(his real name is remaining anonymous). Pratt and I started talking and
after exchanging the basics (age/ sex/ location etc... He said he was
22/m/kansas) he asked me what I wanted to chat about.
I told him that I didn't really care as long as it was interesting.. He
then told me outright that he wasn't interested in sex. I told him that
I was glad to hear this because neither was I. He then suggested that we
play chess or something. I said that this sounded like a good idea.
However it wasn't as easy as it sounded as I had never used yahoo games
before, and neither of us could find each other for a long while. I was
just about to give up when I realised that we had both managed to find
the same room finally. Before I had time to say anything he told me that
he loved me and that he would marry me.. Then we both cracked up
laughing.. During the game of chess we talked about all sorts of
things.. And when we finished we said good bye and that was that!
I didn't hear from Pratt again for nearly three weeks. I completely
forgot about him. However when I became sick, and I was stranded at home
with nothing to do I started to experiment with the internet. It was
during my explorations that I came across a thing called yahoo pager.
This was a mechanism that was meant to let you know when your friends
were on line. I decided to take the plunge and download it, hoping like
hell that it wouldn't crash the computer.
Luckily for me pager downloaded nice and smoothly and before I knew it I
had logged in to yahoo pager. As soon as my password was verified I was
bombarded with 'off line' messages from Pratt.. As I read through the
messages I couldn't help but laugh. This guy really had understood me
when we had played chess.. It was after reading these messages that I
added Pratt to my friends list.
The following day I was on the internet at about Midday when I suddenly
got a message saying 'hi'. Pratt was online. We spent the entire
afternoon talking (despite it was 3 am where he was). From this day
onwards we have become very close friends. We have been through so much
together.. He was there for me when I was ready to commit suicide and I
was there when he swallowed his guitar pick. We have e-mailed, chatted,
pm'd, voice chatted, exchanged photographs, and just recently talked
over the phone. For some time now I have been feeling very strong
feelings for him, however I will not let myself believe these feelings
as he is 6 1/2 years older than me...
About three weeks ago we started talking about love and somehow the
conversation started to reflect on the two of us. Pratt admitted that he
was in love with me, however because I was under 18, he couldn't let
himself believe that he was in love with me. After he told me this I
felt safe in telling him how I felt. I admitted to him that I can't see
it possible to love someone you have never met, but I was in love with
him, but I wouldn't let myself believe this either because I can't trust
my feelings. This was when he turned to me and said that he hopes that
in 14 months time I can trust my feelings because, the day I turn 18 he
is going to be so ecstatic about it that he knows that he can't hold
back his love..
I never thought I could feel this way about anyone ever, but I do. I
know this is true love I just have to trust my feelings and see what