We told each other lots of stories and ended
up swapping photos. Mind you I nearly fell off my chair once I saw a
recent photo of him, just perfect, my dream guy, and he had the
personality to match. We met on line and chatted for a few weeks, and me
being new to this whole internet computer stuff at the time was pretty
challenging, but still I managed to work out how to chat.
SO there it was, the looks, the brains and
personality and that sexy American voice. It had to be fate...
Days, week, months went by, conversations,
chats on line, emails, and even watching each other sleep on the web
cams. We had so much fun getting to know each other, without that
physical contact. Of course everyone I spoke to, family and especially
work friends and clients all thought I was crazy, trying to put me off
with wild internet horror stories, but it didn't stop me. I even had a
photo of Sean under my desk and in my car. (Even I thought I was going
mad at times).
I couldn't wait any longer to meet this
great guy. SO I purchased a plane ticket, quit my job, and organised to
visit the USA, as soon as it was physically possible. I couldn't believe
it was happening, and I know Sean didn't think it was happening either,
until I was standing there in the airport in New York. Mind you, I had
never even left the State where I live before this trip. I was scared...
Not knowing what to expect, I entered to
foyer of the NY airport, thinking I had plenty of time before Sean would
be there to meet me. But no... From behind me there was this voice..
that sexy deep strong American voice... "Do you need a hand with
something"... I was in shock, I didn't even smile at first, I just stood
there like an idiot. It felt like minutes, but of course only a second
or two had passed before I finally smiled and hugged him. I wrapped my
arms around this gorgeous 6ft 3 tall wonderful sexy American.
I stayed with him for 2 weeks.(24/7)We were
inseparable...Everything I could have ever hoped for. Don't get me
wrong, there were times where I could have had a nervous break down,
just from the stress of the whole trip, but I left there in a bundle of
tears... I just didn't want to come home.
So now I've been home only a week today, and
it has been terrible. I feel like my heart is broken in two, and I have
this empty place inside me where Sean once was. We have talked almost
every day since I have been home, and we are planning for Sean to come
to Australia to visit (since he has never been to Aus' before) in
I am just living every day and breathing
every breath in anticipation until that times come when I am in his arms
again. I have been searching the Web for details on Green cards into the
USA. I know in my heart, Sean is the one I have been living for my whole
life to meet.
I know I am going to marry this man. It may
take some time, but that will be nothing compared to the rest of my
life, which I will be spending with him, looking into his eyes every
morning for the rest of my life....
I'll keep you posted with updates. Wish us