He rang me we were both kind of shy and
he had the sexiest voice ever! I was too shy to say it down the phone so
I wrote onto the chatroom that he had a sexy voice. He sent me messages
nearly every day and it was so sweet, I was falling for him so much. We
had been talking for about 1 and a half months everything was great i
felt like i had knew him forever.
I had to go to Scotland because my auntie
died. I felt bad because I wouldn't get to speak to Stephen but he rang
me and I rang him. It wasn't so bad, my dad was going home the next day
and I asked if I could go with him only problem is I would have to watch
the house on my own. Gave me a thought. I came home and logged onto the
internet and asked if he wanted to meet up on Wednesday he said yes. I
didn't see a problem as no-one would be in, but I thought I should take
a friend so I took my cousin Candy. He came down on the train and we
went to meet him at 11.00am in the morning. When I saw him, I could not
have been happier. He was totally amazing! I gave him a hug and we
walked back to my house. I couldn't take my eyes off him. When we got,
in I didn't know what to do, so I sat next to him and started talking.
My friend Dominic knocked on the door so I let her in. Candy made us all
go upstairs, I wonder why....
But anyway they ran off and left me and
Stephen alone in the room. I was bumbling about making general rubbish
talk. We were lying on my bed looking out my window just talking when he
suddenly grabbed me and kissed me. I thought thank god for that! Well I
have never kissed a lad so much in one day in my life. It was great but
I spoiled it and said "I love you". I don't know why, it just came out.
Needless to say, I didn't get a reply and I felt so stupid.
When he had to leave that night I was
upset and I cried I thought I would never see him again. I rang him
about 8.00pm when I thought he would be in and it rang then cut off then
I thought take that as I don't wanna see u ever again. I tried ringing
again and he answered. I asked if he was going online. When he was on,
we talked about everything that happened during the day and how good it
was. We decided to start going out with each other. Things
couldn't have been better. I told him I would come to his house the
following Thursday. I took my cousin Candy with me as a 2 hour journey
ain't so fresh on your own.
When we got there I saw him and a friend
standing waiting. I just ran up to him and we kissed. We got a taxi back
to his house and went upstairs again we started kissing and then we
decided to go for a burger it was great. He wanted to buy me some
earrings but I wouldn't let him. I was so happy to be holding the hand
of the sexiest man alive! He told me he loved me before I left. I wasn't
too sure if he said it out of guilt for last weeks performance. His dad
dropped me and my cousin off at the train station and told me to bring
my overnight bag next time I came down.
When I got home, I told my mum and dad
all about it and they wanted to meet him so he came down again and my
dad picked him up, on his own. We had been going out for a good month
now and everything was great. He stayed overnight but in separate rooms.
The next time that he came down we ended up having sex. I lost my big V
to him because I felt that he was special and wasn't like most lads
trying to get into your knickers.
It kept like this for a good 5 months
before I was invited to stay at his house for two weeks while his mum
and dad were on holiday. He came downstairs and kissed me and there was
a ring - he asked me to marry him!! I didn't say no, it felt great
having it on my finger and I knew he would be mine forever.
I ended up staying at his house for a
month. I loved him so much and I knew he felt the same. I was forever
talking about stephen and I could never bear the thought of being apart
from him. Now we have been together a year and things couldn't be
better. We are getting married next year if everything goes according to
plan. I love you so much Stephen, you're my whole world and I love you