Nina:
It's strange how things happen... you are trudging through the mundane weary lanes of life when suddenly, out of nowhere, love walks in and touches your life in a way that you know that nothing could ever be the same again...
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I've never been a writer, or even TRIED to be a writer...but after meeting  Bianca I felt like I wanted as many people as possible to know about how we met, and fell in love. 

     
 

I love reading the stories on this site, even though some are sad. I have 
always been a hopeless romantic, and would dream about meeting a fairytale 
Princess of my own one day.

Unfortunately I was convinced that I just wasn't meant to be happy. I had 
lost someone when I was younger, and I never really got over it. My heart 
was broken, and everything seemed dull and lifeless for me.

Several years had passed and I was still alone...it didn't really bother me 
much, people can get used to anything given enough time. And that old saying 
'Time heals old wounds'? Doesn't work for everyone.

 

 



   

 

 
       
 

I had some really good friends from college, and after we moved away we all 
kept in touch. Usually calling each other once a week, or sending e-mail..

After a while we started getting into the Yahoo chat rooms, we were the 
people that would come in and start arguments :P Sorry!

Sooooo, one day there I was...being a jerk and making people mad when Bianca 
came into the room. She was asking what was going on...were people fighting? 
I was laughing and told her to be on my team! Guess what? She argued even 
better than I did! Ha ha!

I can't remember who put who on friends first...be we chatted and made fun 
of each other for a while, then I had to go running, so we said good bye. 
But I didn't want to...Bianca was so funny, and smart, and she made me smile 
and laugh like I hadn't done in...well, years..

So I was thinking about her every day. I would look forward to seeing her 
online...we talked about everything. Or past relationships, our interests, 
our hopes for the future. When I learned about how her previous boyfriends 
had cheated on her, I seriously couldn't believe it.

Here was someone who to ME was so smart, and funny, with a wonderful heart. 
She was beautiful and had so much to offer...my heart hurt because the world 
is full of selfish people, who don't want love..they just want to be 
satisfied, and they don't care who gets hurt in the process.

I knew I liked Bianca very much, and I wanted to spend time with her, but 
she was worried I guess...I was too! But I didn't think we would fall in 
love. I didn't think I could. So offered to introduce her to my friend, who 
was single, and really nice..but she said it was too soon for her to meet 
anyone new.

A little while later I was talking to her, and I was messing around and 
looked in her profile...it said 'Met someone special, you know who you 
are!'. What's was that?!? Whaaaaa, could it be me?

So joking around I asked Bianca who it was she said - it was her friend 
Nick! Ugh, my heart hurt sooooooo bad, I felt sick! I wanted to lay down and 
fall asleep, and never wake up. I realized then that I was completely in 
love with Bianca.

But at the same time, I was really happy for her. I was glad that maybe she 
found the person who would make her happy, and even though I wished it was 
ME, I felt good that Bianca would have someone to treat her good...

She kept telling me that he was just a friend, but that just sounded so 
cliche', ha ha! Right out of the movies I loved to watch. So I decided to go 
out of town for a work / vacation trip, and take myself out of the picture 
and not bother Bianca. I drove the three hours, and every single minute I 
was thinking of her. My heart was hurting more than I could imagine...

I was staying at my friends house, and right off he knew something was 
wrong. He kept asking me what was going on but I didn't want to say 
anything... finally he wore me out and I told him that I had met 
someone...online...and I had some really strong feelings for her.

He said I should talk to her, so that night I used his computer to see if 
she was on. Guess what? We talked for several hours... and I talked to her 
pretty much the whole time I was there... she gave me her phone number so I 
could call her!!

After that, it was like we were MEANT to be together. We talked all the 
time, I told her things I never told my parents, or my best friends.. I was 
so in love, and I knew it, but I was so scared to say anything. It had been 
YEARS since I had felt anything like what I felt when I talked to Bianca.

 

 

Then one day, she told ME she loved me.

I felt so dizzy, I felt like I was falling. I had to read what she had 
sent me over and over. I couldn't believe it. Why me? There was no way I 
thought she would ever love someone like me, ha ha! I was just some dumb 
computer geek french guy..

But she did, and I told her I felt EXACTLY the same, and I would never, ever 
hurt her, or be mean to her. And I promised to always do my best to be 
everything she wanted and needed to make her happy.

We went out that Sunday to see a movie. Neither one of us remembers anything 
more than the title, heh heh! Bianca felt so good in my arms...and when she 
kissed me, and told me she loved me...I really can't explain how light my 
heart felt, and how much I wanted her to be as happy as I was.

The last few weeks have been the best in my life. I have left a LOT of 
things out of this story, but I didn't forget them. I never will, but some 
things I just wanted to keep to myself, like a treasure I can think about 
when I am sad, or when I miss Bianca a lot.

So I guess I just wanted to let anyone who reads this know that Fairytales 
DO exist, and happy endings DO happen...more than everyone thinks. It just 
takes love, and the right person.

Sorry...like I said in the first paragraph...I'm not a writer and don't 
pretend to be. I'm just some guy who has met the love of his life, and 
wanted to share it with everyone.

"Jeff"