I had some really good friends from college, and after we moved away we
kept in touch. Usually calling each other once a week, or sending
After a while we started getting into the Yahoo chat rooms, we were the
people that would come in and start arguments :P Sorry!
Sooooo, one day there I was...being a jerk and making people mad when
came into the room. She was asking what was going on...were people
I was laughing and told her to be on my team! Guess what? She argued
better than I did! Ha ha!
I can't remember who put who on friends first...be we chatted and made
of each other for a while, then I had to go running, so we said good
But I didn't want to...Bianca was so funny, and smart, and she made me
and laugh like I hadn't done in...well, years..
So I was thinking about her every day. I would look forward to seeing
online...we talked about everything. Or past relationships, our
our hopes for the future. When I learned about how her previous
had cheated on her, I seriously couldn't believe it.
Here was someone who to ME was so smart, and funny, with a wonderful
She was beautiful and had so much to offer...my heart hurt because the
is full of selfish people, who don't want love..they just want to be
satisfied, and they don't care who gets hurt in the process.
I knew I liked Bianca very much, and I wanted to spend time with her,
she was worried I guess...I was too! But I didn't think we would fall
love. I didn't think I could. So offered to introduce her to my friend,
was single, and really nice..but she said it was too soon for her to
A little while later I was talking to her, and I was messing around and
looked in her profile...it said 'Met someone special, you know who you
are!'. What's was that?!? Whaaaaa, could it be me?
So joking around I asked Bianca who it was she said - it was her friend
Nick! Ugh, my heart hurt sooooooo bad, I felt sick! I wanted to lay down
fall asleep, and never wake up. I realized then that I was completely
love with Bianca.
But at the same time, I was really happy for her. I was glad that maybe
found the person who would make her happy, and even though I wished it
ME, I felt good that Bianca would have someone to treat her good...
She kept telling me that he was just a friend, but that just sounded so
cliche', ha ha! Right out of the movies I loved to watch. So I decided
out of town for a work / vacation trip, and take myself out of the
and not bother Bianca. I drove the three hours, and every single minute
was thinking of her. My heart was hurting more than I could imagine...
I was staying at my friends house, and right off he knew something was
wrong. He kept asking me what was going on but I didn't want to say
anything... finally he wore me out and I told him that I had met
someone...online...and I had some really strong feelings for her.
He said I should talk to her, so that night I used his computer to see
she was on. Guess what? We talked for several hours... and I talked to
pretty much the whole time I was there... she gave me her phone number
could call her!!
After that, it was like we were MEANT to be together. We talked all the
time, I told her things I never told my parents, or my best friends.. I
so in love, and I knew it, but I was so scared to say anything. It had
YEARS since I had felt anything like what I felt when I talked to
Then one day, she told ME she loved me.
I felt so dizzy, I felt like I was falling. I had to read what she had
sent me over and over. I couldn't believe it. Why me? There was no way
thought she would ever love someone like me, ha ha! I was just some
computer geek french guy..
But she did, and I told her I felt EXACTLY the same, and I would never,
hurt her, or be mean to her. And I promised to always do my best to be
everything she wanted and needed to make her happy.
We went out that Sunday to see a movie. Neither one of us remembers
more than the title, heh heh! Bianca felt so good in my arms...and when
kissed me, and told me she loved me...I really can't explain how light
heart felt, and how much I wanted her to be as happy as I was.
The last few weeks have been the best in my life. I have left a LOT of
things out of this story, but I didn't forget them. I never will, but
things I just wanted to keep to myself, like a treasure I can think
when I am sad, or when I miss Bianca a lot.
So I guess I just wanted to let anyone who reads this know that
DO exist, and happy endings DO happen...more than everyone thinks. It
takes love, and the right person.
Sorry...like I said in the first paragraph...I'm not a writer and don't
pretend to be. I'm just some guy who has met the love of his life, and
wanted to share it with everyone.