I was nervous as hell and although I ate on
the plane, everything tasted bland and awful.
After all the waiting and the frantic saving
of money and manic re-organising of my life, the day finally came when I
boarded the plane for Canada. I was nervous as hell and although I ate
on the plane, everything tasted bland and awful.
Finally, after nearly a whole day of travelling and 3 different time
zones, the plane landed at Calgary airport. It was a small commuter
flight and we disembarked on the runway and walked into the airport
There was hardly anyone around at the end of the terminal I
found myself in. I was looking around at the people, but I couldn't see
anyone who even remotely looked like my Bikini Boy. But I wasn't
surprised, because every photo he sent me looked different from the
previous one. So I decided he would have to find me.
I was looking around and noticed man staring at me. I looked at him and
past him dismissing him as being my cyberlove. But he was staring at me
and when I finally locked eyes with him, he smiled and I thought "Ohmigod,
it's him!" I smiled back and he approached me. He said, "Hello, Kitten"
in that beautiful deep French Canadian accent of his and I exhaled the
nervous breath I didn't know I'd been holding.
We hugged and I kissed him on the cheek. I was so relieved to finally
see him. We didn't get passionate at all because he told me later, I
looked scared to death and he didn't want to frighten me further *lol*.
We waited for what seemed like ages before my bags came on the carousel
and in the meantime we chatted about my flight and other trivial things.
I relaxed and within 20 mins we were teasing each other and laughing
like we'd known each other for ever. I felt very comfortable with him.
We searched for the car (because he'd forgotten where he parked it!) and
when we finally found it, he stowed my bags in the back.
We got into the car and looked at each other. I smiled at him and he
leaned over and softly kissed me on the mouth *sigh*. It was wonderful.
I kissed him back and before I knew it, we were kissing madly. He pulled
away and winked at me then started the car. We drove off, and I started
talking to cover my nervousness. It had been a long time since a man had
kissed me and I wasn't sure if I'd done it right!.
From that day on, everything was wonderful. I stayed with him and we
went everywhere. Alongside me, he became a tourist in his own town and
he saw things he'd never seen before. It was stampede and the city was
buzzing. We ate out almost every meal and went out every day and slept
in until lunch time. And the best part was, we made incredible love with
each other constantly. I'd never felt that with anyone the way I did
Leaving him 3 and a half weeks later was the hardest thing I ever had to
do. We didn't talk about the future, because he seemed a little
reluctant and I didn't want to spoil what we had together. But I decided
to give him a chance to miss me and now that I'm home, he definitely
does! We talked about our future a little and I told him I wanted to
come to Calgary because I knew he didn't want to come to Sydney. So now,
I'm making application to the Canadian government to go there. Saving
the fees will be the hardest part for me because the waiting is awful.
But I know that in less than a year's time, I will be with my Canadian
love and the life I've been waiting for all my life will begin in
Anyway, with a little patience and a lot of luck and some very frantic
saving *lol*, I'll be over there before I know it and this waiting will
seem like a distant dream. Then I won't have to feel lonely every night
like I do now.
I'll keep you posted.
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