Mars & Deborah 3: As
Deborah went to the departure hall to fly out of Adelaide I knew that
the next few months were going to drag on slowly and that I would miss
her like crazy. I just didnt want her to go but that was the reality of
the situation. When she got back...
She's From: ? He's From: ?
I had to update you with my story...
We have talked on the phone three times till
now.. How can i explain the feelings I felt when I talk to him... His
VOICE .. OH .... I LOVE IT.. I even love the way he talks!
The feeling i felt to hear him answer me on
the other side of the phone.. INDESCRIBABLE ...His Laugh.. He sounded
ever better than I expected him to..He made me feel feelings I never new
I had .. I am normally hyper, but after talking or chatting to him I
REALLY GO CRAZY.. Everyday we get closer and we find out new things we
have in common. I still can't believe what is going on.. I have never
even used the "chat" let alone the INTERNET.. I only used to check my
mail and chat to my friends but Now after knowing Zgort i am Addicted..
I can't go through one day without chatting or emailing him..
I still remember how it all began when no one on my list was online and
I said " what the Hell What have I got to lose..
I 'll just go and fool
around and make fun" Who would of thought I'd find my Soulmate.. Every
single day that passes by i think to myself .. This can't get any better
than this.. There is no way he can be more AMAZING.. then he proves me
wrong and still he surprises me with more of his amazing qualities.. Day
by Day I am realizing how lucky I am to have gotten the chance to know
him.. And i can't wait for this summer when we will meet.. We already
have planned places we want to go and all kinds of amazing things we'd
like to do together.. Long walks and talks... I even dream of him
What is really weird i feel like i know him more than anyone and that
I've known him all my life.. Then i think about it.. We have never
really met face to face.. I've never known and not known someone at the
same time.. it scary but in a nice way...
And even though I never told him I love him.. if this is not love ..
then what is? It can't be infatuation.. I will only be sure of my
feelings when we meet and spend time together then we'll both know ..
I hope he feels the same way about me and I hope everything turns out
okay.. And even if it doesn't work out .. What I feel right now is Great
and i am sure i will never regret knowing him.. Only time will tell...
All I know is he has changed my life and deep inside I feel that he is
the one for me and that fate brought us together that day... I'll just
have to wait... I am going to meet him in 3 weeks.. AND I CAN HARDLY
WAIT!! GOD I hope it works out...