So I started to chat and I never went on
site near where I lived because my objective was not to meet someone but
to share, and I wanted to meet people from different countries, I liked
the idea of talking instantly to people from around the world.
I also studied that whole concept of
chatting, was very strange to me, and was interesting to analyse... I
was being very cautious, and I did not want to give my name... I met a
lot of people who were not interesting and shallow, and sometimes I
wondered why I kept coming back... But then, I made a few interesting,
and some much more interesting meeting. I felt sorry I did not meet more
women on the internet, I was not interested into meeting people in real
life, I just wanted to share, and I wanted to meet women more because I
thought they would be more chances that they would not be interested in
things like look and other superficial things like that... I wanted
interaction, not what I see everyday, outside, envelops.. I wanted to
communicate. Well I realised that most people were not so interested in
communication. Ok, that was for the long introduction...
The first person I met who was interesting, was a young man, and I
enjoyed his company very much, and after a few meetings, we tried to
meet on purpose, and we exchanged our emails.. It was not romance, but
we enjoyed each other.. and so, often, I went on the net hoping to meet
him, and since that did not happen all the time, I met other people...
and then I started to like more and m ore to go on my own and to meet
people...I chatted in private I did not like to talk with everybody,
sometimes I read...
One night, this man, ask me to chat in private and so I did since I
spoke with most people until I decided if they were interesting or not.
I don't remember that first night so much, I felt we communicated, we
connected... He was the first person I ever offered my email address
too, usually they asked me and most times I said no, but that night, he
was to leave, and he never asked me how I looked, and my picture, and
nor my address. I surprised my self when I asked him, if he wanted to
have... He said, Yessssss! :)
I see now this is going to be long if I keep on putting details like
this :) The day after we spoke, I received a picture of him, and a card,
he showed me what he did for work, and him working, and a card that was
meant to give hope and energy :) I was happy to see him, he was not how
I imagined, I liked him, but nothing more, nothing crazy how i often
read. So for the whole summer, we sent cards, he sent me pictures, I had
nothing to send pictures, I lived in the country and was not organized
for that... :( It was not love letters, it was friend letters,
respectful letters... I had nothing sexual going on with him and it was
more than that.. And so, we tried to meet, and the more we met, the more
we wanted again... And we sent something to each other almost everyday
and usually more than one at the time... One day, I felt down, and that
day I met him, and he spoke to me a way, actually, I heard him say words
I would have said, and he saw life how I saw, and he reminded me of my
own power and energy, and that day he helped me to believe and to hope,
to trust in life and trust in me. And that day, I remember, I thought, I
could fall in love with this man.
I did :) Yes, I did! Now, we have talked for over six months, I have
sent to him many many pictures, we spoke on the phone, we sent to each
others packet, with music, filmed ourselves, sent our body scents,
feelings, drawings, paintings, readings, crafts, and all kinds of little
surprises.. that helps us to feel closer. Now, we are together, not in
real life, but in spirituality, it made me think a lot, the whole
concept of reality, of how we take reality for what you can feel with
your senses, whatever comes from within is taken like imagination and
But, I feel this man is closer to me with
his sever hours time difference than any man ever was sleeping beside
me... I wish I could say, I took the plane, we met and is wonderful, but
now I can't :( But, in the spring, I will go to meet him and I will for
a long time and we will live together for some time, and then after I
will be able to tell how incredible it felt when I saw him real for the
first time, how wonderful it was to smell his real skin, touch and taste
Well, in the summer when we are together,
I promise you a real nice story :) I am happy to read those stories
because it makes me believe that despite all the peoples concerns about
meeting on the net, there is real meeting happening, and proving that
there is not only fake people out there, that there is some real people.
I believe my soul-mate was out there and without the internet, I may
have never met him.
I hate to say that that technology was a
help to my love story, but hey, what can I say, seems to be true. Thank
you for all the nice stories shared, makes me feel like I am not so
crazy after all ;).
"Anonymous Girl 2"