My husband (yes I'm married, far from
happily) bought an online game, a game
I thought was really stupid, I even told him to put it back, it's a
thing he didn't listen. I watched him play for a few months and was
interested in chatting myself. So I did, after being a part of this
for almost a year, I met some awesome friends. I guess you could say I
looking for something and I found it. I also put up with losers hitting
the sexy character I had picked for myself, but something made me stay.
I met the sweetest guy, Jeremy. We played along with the game very well
the time we stayed there. We got "married" on the game and all of our
friends came to see the event. From the first day I saw him he had my
Everyone thought we were so cute how we sit in the corner of the most
popular room. That's how we started chatting, he always wanted to sit in
corner, so it started play fighting and I always made fun of his little
typos. Before I knew it he was buying me roses from the giftshop of the
game, by the time we left the game I had over 1200 roses, all from him.
sounds really silly but they meant so much to me, it was the most he
could've given me, at the time.
After the first few months we decided to exchange pictures. He was so
adorable, and so very sexy, we were both very pleased. Things always
better and neither of us had to try. A bunch of our friends wanted to
try voice chat, so we joined in. Oh my god his voice was so soothing to
I couldn't get enough of it. Our visits to the game diminished and so
the time we spent with our friends. I was so wrapped up in his love I
couldn't concentrate on anything else.
I ordered a Cartouche, its a pendant that's supposed to have your name
one side in english and your name in Egyptian on the other, well I
mine special and got his name on the other side in Egyptian (so no one
know what it said) I broke it in half and sent him half of it. We wear
these close to our hearts, only we know what it means.
We still to this day talk about the "boom" we feel when we're together.
It's the best feeling anyone could have. There was only one down side
all of this, I got so scared, I mean, I am married, and so is he. I
it would be for the best if we didn't chat anymore, I was getting too
attached. I tried leaving him 3 times and I felt so bad, I couldn't go
through with it. We were only apart for 24 hours at a time and it
like a lifetime. I didn't eat, I couldn't sleep, I walked around like a
zombie, during those times I didn't even turn the computer on. I
stand being online without him. I finally got up enough guts to see if
had tried contacting me and he did, every time. He was feeling just as
as I was, if not worse. I have never in my life felt so empty and alone
I did when we were apart.
I have decided not to back-pedal anymore, because I know it won't work.
have something so great and I would never ever trade that for anything.
is my best friend, my soul mate, my lover (a form of cybering I guess,
voice, hands free). Smile.
We are secret lovers, btw, that's one of our songs. We have talked
meeting, but we know what will happen. The sexual attraction is so
we wouldn't be able to contain ourselves. We talk a lot about it, how
first hug will be so intense, just thinking about it now brings tears
my eyes. Even though life has dealt us sucky decks, I believe we will
together for real one day, if there is a god and true love exists, we
We have our real lives for now and it's not going to change in the near
but I always have hope. We aren't hurting anyone, being together online
are much happier, real lives included. We not only want each other, we
each other and that's never going to change. We have been together a
now and every day that passes, we are closer, and more in love.
To everyone that is alone in this world, don't give up, you too can
your soul mate. Thank you for letting me share. :)