Shana and Michael: It all
started last July. I was baby sitting my younger cousin Kristian while my
aunt was out of town for the weekend. As it was getting late I put Kristian
to bed and I began to watch TV...
She's From: ? He's From: ?
As I am writing this story.. tears begin
to roll down my face.
I will always remember this song in my
heart.... forever..... Freya Lin_-_Yi_Ge_Ren_Sheng_Huo.
The first time we met (cannot remember date) was at a channel. My
good friend changed nick like a couple nick to his and I started teasing
both of them flooding the channel main saying they are a couple. I had a
lot of fun and he was damn pissed off by me. The first time we had a
chat was in the middle of the night.. He was sad as he just quarrelled
with his girlfriend.
He accidentally typed into the wrong window and that's how we started
chatting. I became his adviser and listener and we talked through the
night til 6am. He told me one day he was going to meet my friend in the
evening for a drink and invited me to go along and that's the first time
we met. The first time we saw each other.. I had this strange feeling..
I cannot describe.. it was like.. love at first sight? Hmm.. Till now I
am still not sure..Anyway.. I had a boyfriend at that time..
Well.. I was committed and deeply in love with my boyfriend but things
started to go wrong.. and he in turn became my adviser and
listener..when I was feeling down.. we went out together.. and our
feelings for each other grew but we didn't tell each other how we felt
as I had a boyfriend. We kept our feelings from each other and had great
fun together. We enjoyed each other's company, his care and concern..
Then.. the third time we went out together.. the feeling was too strong
to control.. I decided to tell him how I feel..
He too feels the same for me.. On 4th of December, We went to out but..
alas computer ff9 haven't come out yet and he was "tricked" by me twice.
At bishan, he told me "I don't wanna lie to you, actually I have a
girlfriend of 1 yr and 3 months.." but I was neither shocked nor sad coz
he did told me be4. I just smiled at him.. I dun mind actually and he
also broke off with his girlfriend to be with me.. I told my boyfriend I
like someone else too.. and he was shocked and sad by the news.. but it
was too late.. I broke up with my boyfriend to be with him..
We were finally together.. yet .. we were not happy.. both our exs..
were very sad and don't wanna let us go.. After much difficulties.. our
problems were "over".. We were happy together..but..happiness doesn't
last forever..but we had happy memories together. It was a painful
decision. We realized that parting is a better choice for us.. as our
parents.. our exs.. there were so much problems.. I was strong.. I
didn't cry.. at first. We met the last time.. and we hugged each other
crying and listening to Freya Lin song.. I will always remember the
times we had.. Our relationship will always be locked deep in my heart..
We gave up everything to be with each other.. yet circumstances made us
Time toyed with us.. yet I have never regretted my decision.. Love is a
wonderful thing.. Ours is so much like a fairy tale.. We were together
after so much difficulty.. yet.. it is not ever-lasting.. I wish him and
her all the best.. and I wish myself all the best too…