Sarah and Greg:
After having received a new computer for Christmas I logged onto a Christian dating service. A friend of mine had dared me to, and since I can't say no to a dare...
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I am crying as I write this, as it is happening at this moment.

It all started in a chat room, I was bored.


I was not looking for a male friend to talk to, as I had just lost a a good... no that is an understatement, an excellent relationship with a male friend I had lost. He had ruined me like every male can. Well I got a private message from an unfamiliar nick name. I was bored, so we started chatting. We weren't very interested in each other, well I wasn't interested in him. We eventually stopped chatting, although we were both still online. 

The next day, he had message me at about the same time and we exchanged email addresses.





  We began to learn about each other. Learning all the boring stuff and the weaknesses that we both had. Then we got personal, talking on the phone after about 2 weeks. Started to talk about how we hated life at that point, and wanted to just escape forever by ourselves. We even made our own scene, where only we were. Just alone, together.

Surprisingly, we got very attached. We lived about 10 minutes away from each other, but never got around to meeting. I was a very busy girl socialising, and he... well he has tests to work for, so life was hectic for both of us i guess. But as we got more attached, we kept as if selling each other our feelings. We had fights every day, just little ones like about how I was too good for him, or he didn't want to drag me into his boring life. I protested so much, because I liked him so much. 

I have never been in love, but I felt something strong here. Very strong. Everything he typed was magic, it was like being a little girl again. Except the feelings for him... They were strong and still are. He was a dream, on the phone and across the internet. 

He broke my heart. He told me that I was too good for him and that he just wanted to be friends. Friends! He dragged me on for a month, after I had been destroyed by another male. I told him, and showed him and cried on the phone to him. He said he cared and didn't want to lose me, and he promised not to ever hurt me. Never to hurt me. I made him take that as an oath.

Once a male, always a male. I have learnt a lot. That Love hurts. I love him, which is so stupid of me but I do. Don't trust a man till he proves his love to you. He is only the man for you, if you run from him. If you run to get away from him... Love is a lot more than a word. It is Love.