My descendents were British and my dad is
a Filipino so sometimes I travel a lot back to my other country. When I
had this Job, I was really doing great.
I had a good working relationship with
everyone, until my Boss who supervises me, who serves as my motivation
to my job flew to Germany for an Advertising conference. I was given a
very simple task when he left. So after 3 days, I'm done! The only
reason why I go to the office that time is be there and that's it.
Killing time and so busy doing nothing.
So I decided to install a Yahoo messenger. From that point, I become
addicted to chatting, I talked to so many guys on the site online.
Well, I've been close to lost of guys
until I met Luke who really caught my attention. He actually asked me
who am I first when he saw me on a room. His first words were, "wanna
I was thinking this guy is just looking
for something nasty. So I actually asked him where you are, how do you
look like and stuff. Just wanna go with the flow, until he said "Why do
you need to ask that?, I just wanna play pool". (he just want to play
online pool with me). I was so embarrassed thinking different. He is a
nice guy. Very professional. He beat me on that pool game all the time.
Everyday we play this game, and there was
never a time that I won. I found out that we have the same interests and
knew a lot about him, his family, his life and ambitions. He knows where
I'm at even he's not here and even though he doesn't know that place is
or how it looks like. He has a picture of me coz he asked that as a bet
whenever we play pool. As much as I wanted to see his face, I can't coz
he always wins. LOL.
Every single day at work, 90% of my time
is talking to him. So the result, I was never productive at my work.
Until my boss arrived. When I showed him the task he assigned to me, he
was not happy at all. He knew I didn't focus on doing it. He asked me to
repeat it in 2 days. I ignored Luke. He now wondered why I was never
online. I was hiding and he kept on sending messages I didn't reply coz
I didn't wanna start a
conversation again. I'm in love with him but I knew nothings gonna
happen, it affected me real bad on my job so I decided to stop it.
After the 2 day deadline, I presented it and it was successful. (Good
lord). Later that afternoon, I saw him online. I talked to him to say
goodbye, coz I knew it would be better. He was just a distraction to my
work. I played pool with for the last time and asked him for a bet... If
he wins, we will continue the friendship, If I win, I'm gonna
delete my account and stop it. I wanna win it, so I asked my coworker (a
guy) to play with him. My coworker won that last game. He was mad. I
remember him saying this words... "is that what you want?, fine..." I
cried, I don't know why! Before I deleted my account he asked me to
accept his last email... He sent his picture and his last message to me.
He is so cute. I had a regret honestly.
But thinking he was in Europe and I'm in Asia. It's not gonna work! I
deleted my email finally...and became a team leader for the project in 6
After this long time, I haven't had any relationship yet. I haven't
forgotten him yet. Whenever I see the smiley logo of Yahoo, I feel
really odd and remember him, and here's the amazing thing. He didn't
forget about me either...Those times I'm thinking about him. He's
thinking and planning his trip to the Philippines to find me and he
did. All he knows is my deleted yahooID and nothing else.
Will continue this story...